It has been an interesting journey... the least to say.
I wish it was all happy and smiley here but between busy schedule with shop, watching/guiding Roo grow, and my not-so-coping-pregnancy hormones have brought a lot of ups and downs in last seven+ months so far... I know it's probably very normal for a lot of things to feel unusual during pregnancy. One thing I started to notice is perhaps my blood pressure (or blood sugar) is little irregular... my body sometimes shuts down so abruptly that I can't even spare my brain to want to explain what's going on to Frido but simply close the door behind me to drop to sleep. Then I wake up feeling just fine next morning... It's a really weird feeling. I am not sure if it's major enough to call up the doctor but it is certainly not the way I usually am.
Although the adventure of the second pregnancy has been rather rough, I am emotionally coming around the corner to embrace the transformation that is going on inside. I mean... how crazy is it that our body can create an entirely new person???
I am making a conscious effort to give myself a chance to slow down to take care of myself... and the baby. Maybe it will never be as much as I did during the first pregnancy (I was lifting weight, walking 4 miles/day, doing yoga and swimming and went on the camping trip to Joshua tree at 34 week??? How did I do all that??) but as much as I can right now... today with the given circumstances. It is such an amazing privilege to carry this responsibility and I do want every day of next two-three months to count as a positive inspiration for a new life...
